just read through the songs i wrote for my coursework and then one i wrote ages ago, my new ones are missing something important, there doesnt seem to be asmuxh emotion in it anymore, anyway just wanted peoples views and advice, see if anyone else has noticed my writing not being any good anymore. would be very grateful for your comments xxxx

finally rob came out of hospital on wednesday night, upsetting to think about where he was this time last week and none of us knew if he would pull through or not, but he has and now his well and happy, in time for christmas aswell! Sucked that it happened to him, he'd do anything for me or his family or friends. why do bad things always seem to happen to good people? his never done anything that wrong but he cud of ended up dead or brain damaged.....his lovely and didnt deserve to go through it but then you get some jerks that kill people and have a perfect life....whats that all about?

anyway his better now and can have a good christmas!

Happy christmas everyone and hope you have a great day.

Thank you for all your lovely and helpful comments you have made about my work.

Mrry christmas and a happy new year!!!

Just got back from the hospital and Rob (my boyfriend) is doing so much beter...he even knew who i was this time and smiled at me and blew me a few kisses kept trying to pull the thing out of his arm though (err hate blood) but his doing better than yesterday. so much happier now ive heard his voice, he even made alittle sense, the nurses are lovely. gonna go write him a letter to read when his eyesight gets better now bye xxxxxxxx

well read my last joural and realised i can be a depressing cow sometimes....sorry about that.

Children in need today and we did cakes sells...in the cold....and we werent ment to do it the year 8s were!! lol was a laugh and raised abit so good i suppose, doing loads more activities next week for it so should be a busy but fun week. Just starting to warm up yey.

Enjoy your weekend everyone xxx

well, life trueing is abitch. broke up with my b/f last night, decided there wasnt much point, live to far away. sucks but its for the best. and it just means i have more reason to write lol.

whats the point in love? 9 times out of 10 u get hurt, so why do we keep doing it to ourselves. how many people do you think would chose not to feel anymore? would it be easiler or make things harder? would it make life more pointless? or wouldnt it change the pointlessness of like?

gonna shut up now, kinda just going on about nothing but maybe it will make you think, happy thoughts hopefully, dont want to depress anyone.

smile everyone maybe you'll make someone else smile which is always a good enough reason!